THIS IS ME;
SINCE I'M FROM MY FATHER THE DEBIL
SHELL
to all,.
i wish a thread would start where in everyone would explain why they picked the avatar they have.
i have not found one, yet..... v.
THIS IS ME;
SINCE I'M FROM MY FATHER THE DEBIL
SHELL
guys;.
i normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed.
just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.. my birthday was yesterday.
thankyou guys; Its easy fro me to be strong most of the time.
BUT every now and again it gets to you.
(((((((((((((((((XXXXXXXXXXXXXX'S)))))))))))))))))))))))))) To you all.
Shell
she just posted this on another thread:
hi all, i finally got the nerve to join.....
welcome to the board.
A LOVELY COMUNITY YOU'VE JOINED.
YOU ARE SO WELCOME
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
SHELL
guys;.
i normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed.
just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.. my birthday was yesterday.
He's just the most beautifull little lad. And of all my dub relatives; he just lloved me. I was his aunty.
THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN NO STRINGS!!!!
guys;.
i normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed.
just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.. my birthday was yesterday.
he was 4 at the time
guys;.
i normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed.
just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.. my birthday was yesterday.
part of me wishes I'd have known it was that last hug I'd evr had, coz OMG I don't think I had ever had let him go.
Shell
guys;.
i normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed.
just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.. my birthday was yesterday.
Guys;
So sorry. I normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed. Just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.
My birthday was yesterday. The first official b.day since my official exit from the religion.
It got me to thinking about things. I dont miss the mind control, I don't miss the double standards.
But more than anything I miss my little nephew. Leon. He used to call me Auntie Twinkle. One summer < bless him, I got sick of the little mite following me ( since he used to virtualy live with me, since my ex pole dancing sister was busy persuing a rich brother to make her husband)calling me auntie shell. I said,,, I'm Auntie Twinkle.. And the name really stuck.
The last time I spoke to him was at the memorial in 2006. He wandered over in his lovely shirt and pink tie, He was as loving as ever, and said; why are you not friends with mummy anymore?, I cant remeber what I replied axactly, but I think I changed the subject.. Quick sharp!!!
I miss this little boy so much. I can live without my religious bigot mother, my distant brother and my slut sister. But I loved that little boy like you wouldn't believe.
Sorry guys, just even the hardest ones of us FEEL IT every now and again.
I need a hug from from my beautifull little nephew, but I won't have one again
Shell
last night as i was cooking dinner, mr. witness came to me with an issue of the awake!.
i am supposing it was the most recent.
he started reading to me from an article about .... guess what?!
Its a shame really; the dubs are brainwashed into not reading this, and not looking at that...
Oh, but you can read literature from the borg, coz its food at the proper time yaddi yaddi.... So the only CRUTCH the dubs have to lean on is borg publications!
Theyre not free to use theyre own mind and common sense, they need the men in grey suits to do all theyre thinking for them, and that way they can be sure that almost "jehovah' himself is speaking directly to them!
Shell (spitting venom today!)
everyone always talks about the elders and people in the congregation coming around to see why you aren't at meetings...but i've never experienced this.
i've been away from the meetings for months, and not one single elder has called me.
my friends occasionally call me but never bring up my lackluster attendance.
YES!
Elders who don't really give a hoot about you.
Then they get a 'wiff' of a wrongdoing, even if your not attending, and they haven't spoken to you for months, but suddenly decide they want a chat???
Suddenly they care enough to try to 'help' you?
BOL**CKS
Shell
i only seen one it was so funny.
is there any in the uk.
Thats it.... yooooo lot have fired up my NOSY side;
I'll have a look!