Zarco,
The past is past. I apologize personally to you for my errors. I tried to follow my conscience as an elder and that's why I ended up here, with you. I was a fourth generation JW. I was brainwashed from the womb and still a kid when I was appointed as an elder. I did the best I could and I'm doing the best I can now to make amends. I say this not as an excuse but rather in the way of explanation. If it benefits you to hate me still, I'll understand.
Love and respect,
Nvr
Willyloman,
Thanks for your balanced and mature input.