Its nic to se that you are puth all your fait in JEHOVAH, You must not give up.. we live in the time the BIBLE say: " (2 Timothy 3:1-5) But know this, that in the last days critical times hard to deal with will be here. 2 For men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, self-assuming, haughty, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, disloyal, 3 having no natural affection, not open to any agreement, slanderers, without self-control, fierce, without love of goodness, 4 betrayers, headstrong, puffed up [with pride], lovers of pleasures rather than lovers of God, 5 having a form of godly devotion but proving f alse to its power; and from these turn away.
So stay strong and PRAY, PRAY PRAY.
B.