You like watching death? ummmm, maybe you should get in the field as some of us are and see what we see. Not everyone dies peaceful nor does it leave a rescuers mind of the things they see.
People are just curious when coming on to a car accident? Yep their so curious that they now use their cell phones to take pics of the dead or severly injured and theres nothing we can do about because there are no laws preventing it. Makes for great family viewing.
Really, ride with your local EMS and watch death first hand and see how much then you'll like to watch.
Regards kls