Posts by R.Crusoe

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

Ego or TrueSelf??

If a person is shunned for years - what is hurt? Ego or self?

If a person is wrongfully punished - what is damaged? Ego or self?

Is the real person harmed or their ego?

I understand Tolle would say only your ego can be harmed? At least this seems to be my take on his reasoning? So it is almost like the Jesus sacrifice mularkey - take pain and let it be to prove you are in the now and not the past - which hurt you - or how it will affect your future which is ego because it is not the now!

All human interactions I come across are to do with past and future so what is Tolle expecting of humanity?

I see the benefits in helping dillute the pain - but where is the status quo for the plethora of mixed personas carrying burdens of damage and guilt? I sense a mass of grey zones guaranteed to create more conflicts.

How is a person to take pain repeatedly and injustice and still function positively in order to be able to say -

'Oh, I am ok I am me!'

This seems to be Tolle.

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

I am having a big problem somewhere with Eckhart philosophy for the average person:

Role!

Every human is trained/conditioned whateva to fill roles of various functions!

So in suggesting these to be surface realities and so headed for conflicts with varying opinions i.e. creating ego, and then it being necessary to see this and become AWARE so as to be able to be out of role and at one with who you are, Tolle infers it is possible to become ROLE-LESS in gaining the power of NOW!

My problem is that I feel ROLE-LESSNESS is to encourage becoming less than human = for some it will mean they feel shunned or ignored or experience lovelessness in the claim that the power of NOW is being attained - I think some will not attune to whatever Tolle is alluding to due to the fact that many are not in Tolles world of higher thinking colleagues and associations . For the human to become what it is not i.e. mother to withdraw from being what she is and children to withdraw from what place they hold in family = in effect reducing the need for family role models!

To me it feels as though there is a danger of relinquishing established naturally occuring role models due the fact that this subject matter tries to explain, in dysfunctional families, the flaws of holding ego (roles one has lost).

Tolle seems to be saying do not identify with being who you are!

Pseudo identity is to be human! Non pseudo identity seems to me to be the height of superiority ( I need no roles since I am who I am) or to want to die ( The world has no need for me or I for it)

I see what Tolle calls false sense of self to be pre-conditioned in the human speceis in order to assume that being alive is sane! Therefore to be alive I would argue is ego = i.e. my aliveness is my role! But if I am alive what is my role if not a pseudo reality? Otherwise I may as well be comatose or dead!

I am unsure how to explain apart the above enmeshment!

41

Me Me ME Me ME Me MEEEE!

by Fe2O3Girl in

jw
friends

i am desperate.......... ....for attention!!!!!.

toilet paper, pizza toppings!

give me some attention now, or i swear i will start posting all in caps, bold, centred bright red text!.

R.Crusoe

Could someone please hit this pussy!

That way the OOOOW is sure to follow!

Least all the ones I hit do.

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

http://www.oprah.com/obc_classic/webcast/archive/archive_watchnow.jsp

http://www.opraheckhartvideo.com/

Apologies for the reposting of links!

You will find the top link lets you download a whole show at one time!

The second link is in 10min clips but I find can be slow if their server is being 'hit' by too many people!

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

http://www.opraheckhartvideo.com/Archive.html

These are the shows!!

Amazingly unbelievable shows!

I think it was part way through the second that I wanted to make love to Oprah lol!! And several times afterwards!

Essentially they get deep into your psyche - very very!!

I did a self submission thing with them but still cant work a day-day reality from them - time maybe??? I'll report if they work for me and if I stop - they'll have worked for me in a different way no doubt - que sera!

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

In a moment of awareness I may post a feeling! It may be skewed or ambiguous! Sometimes I am in a relaxed perky mood, but others may have me in a deeply hurting sullen one! The latter are sometomes when I blurt out an overwhelming thought or deep feeiling - because if not by the time I ever move on, a deeper depressive ego will arise and prevent me sharing the uselessness of what my 'awareness' was!

So I am for real - And I am on the edge! But recording what some of it is like as I feel it and get worked over by it.

I tried to let the Eckhart stuff take over my thinking and each time it succeeded a darker ego came along later till eventually I wondered if they were both headed to the same place - which ultimately they are!

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

A flower id fine, a rock is fine, moss is fine!

It's the daily hours of what purpose exists in each of the NOW moments throughout that day that I am divorced from. The seeing human EGO turn its engines of egos minute by minute relentlessly year in year out!

I feel no longer able to sense it! No longer able to link with it. No desire to be with it even for another second!

That is what NOW I speak of. Humanity has no need of me and I am relieved!

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

If mosr roles you had - or even all of them - are either taken or somehow disappear, were they all 'egos' of you?

And so if they are gone and you are in the place of 'Who am I?'

Can an 'ego' mutate to as close to your NOWNESS as possible, in order to maintain as much control of your 'Form' as it is possible?

Is there still a moment of 'present' that can escape it?

Or is the ultimate relinquishing of self and all attachments of ego to the human form actually a convergence of the actual death of the form and its human appearance?

Removing all the identifications, is the maximum living reality of who you are, enshrined in the desire for the willing happy passage of this life into the next? - I guess the answer is a NO but I cannot explain why NO is the reasoned answer!

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

If the true self power is attuning to enlivening, inspiring energies, how is it I am naturally STILL finding this place of dissolving my 'form' in totality?

28

The Father in Me.

by R.Crusoe in

has been killed of!.

it will mean that my role is forever removed from where it was!.

the new me is absent the 'family' it was so ready to support and stand up and fight for!.

R.Crusoe

I suppose what my question would be is how the NOW has any power to EMPOWER the HUMAN of the self and BE what society/capitalism/others egos expect of you??