I take my hat off to you eyeuse2badub ,I really hope your wife appreciates your love and devotion ,sadly , it`s a pity she is still under the thumb of the WT umberella , otherwise your lives together could be so much more meaningful and enjoyable without this distraction of religion interfeering with your marriage.
I hope you both have a happy 50th anniversary in January.
50 years of being together married or otherwise , is nothing to be sneezed at in this day and age.
It`s a milestone., you can both hold your head up high.