Welcome to the forum unbeliever ,isnt it ironic that you identify yourself as theunbeliever yet you still go to the meetings ,I guess you have good reason to.
As far as commenting on how JW`s render this verse or that verse you would no doubt find a lot more scriptures they "doctor" to fit their beliefs such as John 1:1 you know the one.
In the KI translation of the Greek text says that "the word was God" and in their english translation/ interpretation they say "a" God
I look forward to hearing more of your story , just be careful not to disclose anything that would identify you.