Welcome jules you can speak your mind here wth no fear of repurcussions .I like to point out to newbies such as yourself about the search option at the top right-hand of the screen.
Type in your question and their is a wealth of info that comes up going back about 16 years .
And their is no revision of history on here.
And you my friend are not the one who is mentally diseased.
I look forward to more posts from you.
Take care.