for several years now i have been using many natural plants to reach altered states of consciousness, one of my hopes was to start up my kundalini energy at the bass of my spine and up thru the various chakras, i think i have accomplished it but have no idea of where it ends, but it is somewhere out of cultural programing and beyond!.
anyway i quit pot for a while because my eyes would keep rolling up in the back of my head and i think my kundalini energy was only reaching up to my heart chakra and i would get blow away with compassion for suffering things animals, trees, people it really cut me down and zapped my energy,,so i quit for a couple months, and just started again very recently,, right now i don't get the eyes rolling back in the head thank god it is so embarrassing.. i think it may have been caused by really good yoppo i bought on ebay from yugoslavia or what ever one of those countries cheap but potent.
i was having the most powerful dreams even for weeks after relived memories coming out of nowhere all the time..
I knew someone who smoked the Salvia plant and then imagined he was literally on another planet. The exp didnt last very long at all but to him it was forever..
On the other hand MDMA (ecstasy) I have personally tried many times. It messed with my emotions to say the least.but the flushes to the brain of serotonin were undescribably paradisaic...Too bad its very toxic and had to stop....Weed is just fine by me.
hey everyone!.
) did you feel the religion was a cult before leaving?:.
) do you feel the religion is a cult now after leaving?:.
Ex-Jehovah’s Witness Survey
General
A.) Name: Frank
B.) Gender
Male
Female
C.) Age:
41-45
Questions:
1.) How were you introduced to Jehovah's Witnesses:
Parents/Grandparents/Relatives were in before you were born and taught you
2.) How did you leave the religion:
Disfellowshipped
3.) What Age did you leave?
31-35
4.) Were you Baptized
Yes
5.) What General reason did you leave the religion:
Didn’t believe the teachings, not allowed to question the teachings, disagreed with stance on social issues, didn’t agree with things said in the magazines or on the platform.
Other (Explain: _______________________________________________________________)
6.) How did you feel about the doctrine before leaving:
Believed everything said was correct
7.) Did your feelings about the doctrine effect the way you left?
Yes
8.) If you were disfellowshipped for sin, did your feelings on the doctrine effect you sinning in the first place?
Not DFd for sin
9.) Did you feel the religion was a cult before leaving?:
I saw a few similarities between the religion and a cult
10.) Did you research the religion's teachings after leaving?
Yes
11.) What are your feelings on the doctrine of the religion since leaving?
They are totally wrong
12.) How do you feel about the organization since leaving?:
They are Totally wrong
13.) How do you feel about the people since leaving?:
They are mostly good people
14.) Do you feel the religion is a cult now after leaving?:
All religions are cults so why would they be any different.
15.) What is your opinion on the intelligence of those still in the Organization? :
They're not very intelligent
16.) Are you happier now that you’re gone?
I think I’m much happier now that I’m gone
17.) Do you feel that other than the fact you left the Jehovah’s Witnesses that they would agree with how you live your life?
I do a few things they would not agree with
18.) If a Jehovah’s Witness approaches you to discuss their religion you’re more than likely do the following:
Shatter their faith, what else would I do?
19.) Would you consider returning?
If I ever see another Kingdom Hall it would be too soon
20.) How do you feel about discussing your time as a Jehovah's Witness?:
It's part of me I'll discuss it if it comes up
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"Understandably, there is no objection if"....
HuH, What?....God Damn! I cant believe they love being told what is and whats not objectionable ,
straighout, subconciously, or in any way...Geez!
i know a lot of people were upset when mash ended.
i never was a big fan of the show, probably because it was on a meeting night, but it was a very popular show.. i loved hill street blues, taxi, all in the family, the rifleman, even superman!
i wished those shows never stopped!.
Twin Peaks
i know what the witness response is to this but what do you say now?.
Re: If God Truly Cared About People Wouldn't He DO SOMETHING By Now?
I personally think that HE would of already if HE was who we thought he was, Therefore, "When you eliminate the impossible, then whatever is left, no matter how improbable, must be the truth." So to me the truth is GOD is not who we think he is. . Therefore, I am completely without knowledge on God. For all i know GOD = Aliens.
i am happy to have found this forum and will be reading and posting frequently.
but... i have wished at times that i could have a good steady dialog on certain, more puzzleing issues and a chatroom would be perfect for those instances.. anyone know of one?.
also, one other quick question... while very active in "truth", i researched the whole beard issue and came up totally empty on my search.. btw: i have a beard now!!!
im still a newbie here and i haven't seen a post dedicated to young and ole gamers!
so anyone out there who is a casual or hardcore gamer and loves to play online on your ps3 or other gaming systems, share your psn id or pm me!!
also it would be cool if you list the online multiplayer games you currently are playin or lovin!
FEAR origin! that was really great ! ....want to try Silent Hill...
his name is fedor he has never lost a fight.. he is fighting a worthy opponent in brett rogers who is 10-0...was working at sams club until recently.... there is a great amount of myth surrounding fedor and ya gotta admit he is amazing to watch.
tune in if you fancy the sport of mixed martial arts.
His name is Fedor he has never lost a fight.
He is fighting a worthy opponent in Brett Rogers who is 10-0...was working at Sams Club until recently...
THere is a great amount of myth surrounding Fedor and ya gotta admit he is amazing to watch. Tune in if you fancy the sport of mixed martial arts
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