Sweety,
You have to make a decision if you want to part of that type of lifestyle. In my eyes GOD is the only one the can judge you not Elders. I am a Christian and no other human can disfellowship me, tell me how to live my life, tell me who I can talk just because their not JWs. Don't do something to please your family and friends you have to live with this for the rest of your life if you do it their way. God loves us all