I think of all the subjects discussed, this one gets me going the most.
I also was a teenager at the time of this "pronouncement".
Fortunately, even before this Awake, I had already made my mind
up that I was not going to join the pioneer ranks. I hated field service then and I still do.
But those words did have a profound influence on my life's decisions. I made some decisions that
I would never had made if I hadn't had some kind of trust in those words.
Now I am 61 and facing the prosoect of retirement with just a measly pension to look
forward to. Should I not just blame meyself? After all it was me that made the decisions..
But I certainly feel that the WTS should be held accountable for putting the lives of many into the
trash bin.
Seriously, I think I will have those words from the Awake put on my gravestone.