Terry in your opening post I was enjoying what you'd written until you got to this
IF you will yourself into destroying your only access to reality. You KILL your rational mind. Your rational mind demands that no contradiction exists between the real world and your thoughts. Everything must match! When the rational (non-contradictory) mind is abandoned---what remains? This leaves you with a superstitious mind. The superstitious mind embraces contradictions and will cling to any BELIEF which produces a feeling of wonder, awe, comfort or excitement. Some people call the superstitious mind SPIRITUALITY because it sounds more reverent! |
imo the rational mind is only a small "part of a part". Goethe in Faust. Whereas what you call the "superstitious mind" which you describe as producing awe, wonder, comfort, excitement and which you downgrade, is imo what imparts value to life and it does not need the "rational mind" to impart rationality as it can discriminate for itself (assuming of course that what you call the superstitious mind can even be categorised at all).
There is emotional intelligence, aesthetic appreciation, a welcoming of the unknown etc etc. Much of this isn't even located in the mind but in the body.
As Jehovahs witnesses we sat still at the meetings like little soldeirs focusing the mind on "spiritual food". I would suggest switching between mind and body at the meetings. If you feel bored go for a walk savour the air outside, the sunshine, the night air, spend a little time in your body
Faith imparts life. How you define faith is up to you. Many people of faith - the apostle Paul included - demonstrated belief in God as well as a questioning of belief in God- faith has many sides to it. It can be a bottomless pit too with no sides - Jesus in the garden of gethsemene for instance