Posts by simon4

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she's a JW, I'm not, she's married, so am I.....

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first of all, my heart aches for her and i am totally in love with her.

i helped her leave an abusive (15yr) marriage.

i am married but there is no affection, compassion, love, understanding....etc.

simon4

she had to drop something of today near my office. She wanted to see me....I couldn't help it, I had to see her one more time. The pain of a great love lost is unbearable(sp)....I had to see her. We held each other and cried, we kissed, we cried, we said goodbye for the last time.

....I would have held her mothers hand on the day she was born....what does it mean to be so sad when someone you love supposed to make you happy.....how do you keep love alive??.....(ryan adams)

You can love more than one person but someone is going to get hurt AND everything fades eventually.....

see you around

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she's a JW, I'm not, she's married, so am I.....

by simon4 in

first of all, my heart aches for her and i am totally in love with her.

i helped her leave an abusive (15yr) marriage.

i am married but there is no affection, compassion, love, understanding....etc.

simon4

Thanks everyone for your kind and compassionate advice/suggestions. I appreciate all of it.

After 4 days I'm finally able to breathe a little bit. I have had no contact with her and am slowly purging her from my heart.....although I'm sure I'll think of her now and then. Her husband left her in a pinch and she borrowed money from some guy. I think she's become "loyal" to him now. It's a sad situation for her but she must do what she has to for the survival of herself and her 6 children. I wish she didn't have to struggle. She doesn't deserve this. Her life should be filled with joy, love , and happiness from now on. I just hope she finds someone like me :) but someone who's single and REALLY likes kids, lol.

Thanks everyone

honey, I'm coming home

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she's a JW, I'm not, she's married, so am I.....

by simon4 in

first of all, my heart aches for her and i am totally in love with her.

i helped her leave an abusive (15yr) marriage.

i am married but there is no affection, compassion, love, understanding....etc.

simon4

Ok, here goes.

First of all, my heart aches for her and I am totally in love with her. I helped her leave an abusive (15yr) marriage. I am married but there is no affection, compassion, love, understanding....etc. She has 6 children, I have 2. She just told me recently that she has to "get back" to her family and religion. I am heart broken and she tells me that she is very upset about the whole thing also. She needs my love and I never thought that I would find the love she gives me. I know that this may be a good thing for both of us but love has a strange way of altering your thinking. I am still leaving my wife, but not because of this.

....when your dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part....

I need some honest advice from someone who really cares.....I have no one to talk to about this right now.