Thanks to all friends with the support and advice...I knew the answer would be to find the truth myself, it's just taking some time for me..I guess. I am certain you all felt d same way in d past, difficult in realizing d facts r there and opinions suggest such. I am positive in my thinking about my future with a man, I just wanted to see if d discoveries I found and will further accept is d right decision.
U can call it new born or in d middle or ??? I just hope and pray for me and everyone to b able to enjoy life with certainties and the faith that I have is to the only God. But I was just wondering why there aren't any real forums with real JW? Is it because of d lack of interest in finding the real world and real truth or am I d only 1 questioning my faith in such a way that it depresses me? I am only 35 and hope to be able to discover more, afterall it's not the end of the world, right?
I only hope the man I will be in d future will have fine traits, loving and most of all understanding...BTW I told my close friends all about the support I am getting from this forum , he asks me to thank all of u. God bless.
I will look into this forum once in a while.
Resthe