You know I am 46 and still feel trapped. I married and JW and have been in and out and now I want out. My husband wants in and I really want to end the marriage and let him be and maybe marry a JW. I have had mostly bad experiences throughout the years and I find that now having a lot of worldly friend I am happier.
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For any young lurkers, or anyone who feels or has felt trapped.
by Crumpet ini was just reading some of my old diaries and wanted to share it particularly for anyone who feels despair, who is locked into the society through family and especially for any young lurkers still in.
i wrote this shortly after i turned 15. comments in brackets are my own to clarify.. tuesday 1st may 1990. you know i frequently wish that there was some arrangement whereby you could go to sleep and never have to go through the trouble of waking up.
i dont believe one can ever actually be truly happy.
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