Welcome Glitter,
Ugh, glad to be out of it, I just wish people I care about were away from them too... This is my first post - I've been looking what I've written for ages debating whether or not to send this - it's insane but I'm so scared of getting in trouble for posting here! I'm really nervous - it's ridiculous isn't it.
Don't be nervous, Glitter, it will pass. The first time I posted here I was sure the heavens would open up and devour me with fire. Well, it never happened. You will find alot of support and caring on this board, just stick around,kiddo.
FreeFallin