Choosing Life,
The last 20 years have been a run towards no spirit in the Organization. It is drying up. The friends are drying up with it.
The times are changing but the Governing Body seems to be in the dark and is only able to repeat what has been printed before over and over again until it hurts us to read it.
The 15 minute publisher and the 30 minute public talk are only the tip of the iceberg. In our hall attendance is way down and the talks at the School and Service meetings are perfunctory and no longer alive. The Circuit Overseer might as well not be there he is only interested in correcting and not loving the friends. I could go on and on about that.
Do you know how many times we studied the Greatest Man book or the Revelation book? The changes that came in the 1990's were a trial as well as the constant harping on how wonderful the Governing Body is and how we should all be so grateful for them. Now we are to give loving acceptance to those who partake of the emblems when in former times my husband was required to "lovingly" discourage them.
New Kingdom Halls are not what they were neat, clean and presentable places to meet. No, now they are little estates with manicured lawns etc. What all that has to do with the Kingdom and the Good News escapes me since Jesus did not need a fancy structure to teach his disciples in.
Those are a few of the things that have caused us tension and worry but the greatest things are the false representations. My husband and I have come to realize that if the Governing Body were truly anointed, if they were truly brothers of Christ, they would not treat us as they have. They would not trample on Jehovah's name as they have and they would not be so controlling as they have been. We have agreed to the sad fact that we are being led not by anointed but by non anointed men.
There is no Paul or John among them there is no loving brother of Christ among them.
Deborah