no UN prob for me & no sex abuse thing as i knew nothing about them......and no people/elder probs for me.....i always got along and even had great friends and good times.....however
i never felt close to god nor understood why he wanted to be worshiped.......and there were just too many "crazy" interpretations of things......esp. in daniel, ezekiel, and da biggy......revelation climax book which was nearly as bad as the babylon book i vaguely remember as a kid.....it went on forever........even my elder dad would laugh when i asked him how a frikkin tract or talk or magazine was some fulfillment in REVELATION!!!.....geeze and when i was growing up it was all TYPE and the ANTI-TYPE!!!!!!arrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!they were endless
and of course i had a problem with the ohsobrief mention of this faithful slave?!?!?......ya think that MIGHT have been more than a blurb????......i mean that would be kinda important.......and the memorial weirded me out with all the passin and not eatin and why the fluck are we other sheep there when we were not at the first meal and they all ate!?!??!.....and that is why they passed....to eat
but i was able to keep all that and more up on the big back shelf as i waited on jehovah like a good witness.....never even tempted to go to apostate sources!..........so what brought the shelf down?
finding out what they did to the bible in 1950 or so when the came out with THEIR OWN BIBLE!!!........well excuse me!....but ANY group that writes their own holy book and makes it say whatever they want it to without a shred of evidence as far as manuscript support will not get my vote of confidence anymore!!!.........i mean it was drilled into me that the bible is the infallible word of god and divinely preserved and protected by god....
i mean of course he would have to protect it or man would not REALLY have his word......right?.........so it more than shocked me that WT claims the bible was corrupted by satan and his apostate buddies in various ways.......and WT figured they would use their crystal ball and put things back the way god must have first wrote it!!!!!!!!!!!........well lmao........that info which is in their own lit if you study hard enough or write them about was enough to ruin my faith in jw, wt, bible, and ya........god..............nice goin guys............thanks a load..........oompa
did i come across bitter???.......hmmmm
and sorry this was so long.....pm me if you want info on the big changes WT made to the bible and how easy it is to show them from their own bible