I think you need to finish your book! I started a book awhile ago. Haven't finished, don't know if I will, but it has been very theraputic. :) I got df'd a little over 5 years ago when I was 19. I have a boyfriend of almost 4 years, it's been amazing. (I'm a guy ) Thanks for sharing your story and good luck in all you do. I am happier now than I ever was as a JW.
JoJoJones, please do some research on AIDS/HIV. I think you will be very surprised at the statistics involving who is infected with HIV. It effects every demographic. Wrap it before you stick it. That's my MO.