"What if's" do not get one very far in life.
At the end of the day I guess we are what we are, so we have to do what we can with what we have....
Our past has shaped us into what we are today. We must remember the "good" with fondness, while learning from the "bad" as much as possible. And at the end of the day, settle for the best we can be at the time. Knowing that tomorrow is always another day~