It was just a minor burn. And I don't need perms anymore. Thanks for asking!
momz
sausage biscuits from mcdonalds.
i broke down and got one today.
come now, tell me about your guilty pleasures.
It was just a minor burn. And I don't need perms anymore. Thanks for asking!
momz
sausage biscuits from mcdonalds.
i broke down and got one today.
come now, tell me about your guilty pleasures.
So white dove, I can see us being friends. Except I'll take a Crown and Ginger. Your's is waterproof? I found out the hard way mine's not.
Oh and I have this new place I'm at ALOT. It's called JWD.
momz
Thank you so much, I've been so worried.
momz
i was just sitting here laughing, thinking about how disapointed my father must be in me... what?
for figuring out it's all crap?
that's what tortures me the most, i really didin't want to let anyone down, but damn, how long could i lie to myself?.
Cheers dawg, I'm drinking Crown and ginger.(clink) How far down in Georgia are you? I'm craving brownies!
momz
Very true. There's also good people in every religion. I had to look past the local brothers and look at leadership, the Watchtower Society and the Governing Body. Did their past show true direction from Jehovah? I figure yeah their imperfect, but they are leading people to what they feel is life forever. People are making life and death decisions based on what they say. Does their past reliability reassure me? How affected are everyday people by the mistakes they make?
I've been a Witness in many states all my life but I've never heard of a Hall being shut down. But I could be wrong. I'm sure someone will clarify.
It's strange because I don't feel I have left Jehovah, just an organization. I feel closer to him and read the Bible more than ever.
momz
i don't spend a day without turning on my computer.
sometimes i wonder how long i could go without turning this thing on..... it's true that i have good music downloaded and i enjoy listening to music and i love reading bad news...lol and i also love to have a peek here on jwd and chat now and then.. since the last 5 years, i guess i didn't spend a day without going on a computer.
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My hubby had to take the laptop for a business trip, for 2 days! gasp!
Of course there's a computer upstairs. But to use it I'd have to go upstairs...
momz
I understand your viewpoint. I was raised as one, and for the most part it was OK. Except for when our family started falling apart, then no one was there. Yes everyone does seem loving. But my 12 yr old just found out they are only loving when you are doing everything they think you should. She was shunned Monday by a local sister, while working in the office at school. She's not baptized and I am not even disfellowshipped. We have simply stopped going to meeting.
As a mother I can tell you I feel MUCH better now that my children are away from it all. I have never told them this, but when we talked about leaving their biggest fear was dying. I asked what they were talking about. They said if we aren't at meetings we'll die at Armageddon. These are kids talking. I had them look up who the Bible says would die. Are they wicked? No. They are now using their brains to make decisions, not being told to blindly follow.
Are you aware of the child abuse cases and Silent Lambs? Or what about if your child needed blood or would die. Please do research away from the publications.
momz
you've left the jw's now its your opportunity to make a difference with your voice in the world we are living in.. are you going to vote in the next election???!!!!!!!.
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I still have to figure it all out and register, but yes. I feel like a kid in a freakin candy store. All this freedom!!! I may even buy a flag for the porch.
momz
Anyone?
i was just sitting here laughing, thinking about how disapointed my father must be in me... what?
for figuring out it's all crap?
that's what tortures me the most, i really didin't want to let anyone down, but damn, how long could i lie to myself?.
My sister and I were just discussing our mom's reaction when she finds out I've left, taking her Grandkids with me. She'll be fine, she'll lap up all the sympathy from her "friends". Somehow she managed to get in with the elite of the cong. Of course Dad's dead, but he came to me the other day. I felt his approval.
momz