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Caligula1
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Newbie: Roll Call ---- Oldies Returning: Roll Call
by cameo-d ini have noticed a lot of newbies lately.
(i also noticed that after being absent for a year happy1975 is making a return visit.).
so, if you are a brand spanking newbie, post here and tell us a little about your interests, your state, your new direction in life, your favorite things, whatever you want to say---this is your thread.. .
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I wish I could just not give a Sh!t about being an XJW!
by cyberjesus inmy whole freaking family is still in.
i am 5th generation and i use to have tons and tons of "friends" that are still in.
when i was little my dad was co substitute for years so we got to travel alot and meet even more jws.
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cyberjesus
I like that user name.
I want to meet you. Where are you located?
Since you were "In So Deep" more than board post are necessary....but what is needed may not be available yet....or availabe in your area.
I just got off the phone yesterday to tell a friend (my 2 closest friends are inactive or disfellowshipped) to tell him that Randy Watters father had past. I sent this friend to meet Randy about 20 years ago. Face to Face contact is so important.
I'm thinking of designing a 2 year game plan for those like ourselves. Ideally it should be administerd by a mental health profession (I'm not saying that you are crazy). My game plan will be put in a pdf, to be used at the person leisure. Self help may be the only help for now.
(Currently I don't have the time to put this together........and it may already be in existent...I just have not seen it. The only thing similar that I knew of, the organization is no longer around. So if some one knows of anything please let us know.)
Also, based on your post, I see the benefit of the "artful fade". I would like to see an "Artful Fade" guide lines in pdf. It would be list of How To steps on fading that come from the comments on this board with all of the scarsasm removed.
This board, other experiences, and Randy Watters site www.freeminds.org (which I'm sure you have seen) are a great place to start. I wish I could give you more.
Keep us posted.
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RANDY WATTER'S DAD JUST DIED
by Mary inrandy watters, owner of freeminds.org father just died a couple of hours ago from pneumonia and alzheimers.
he was 86 years old.
as randy has been tireless in his efforts to help countless people come out of the wts, i would like to express my sincere condolences to him at this time.. .
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Caligula1
Randy,
Please except my condolence. I met you about 20 years ago, at the EX-JW convention in Pennsylvania. It was a pleasure meeting you.
You also took the time to meet with a good friend of mine at your location in California.
Thank You. Thank You. and Thank You.
What do you, Randy, need at this time?
Please let me know.............by board posting, private Message, or email [email protected]
Keep us posted.........as you have done for 20 plus years.
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Newbie: Roll Call ---- Oldies Returning: Roll Call
by cameo-d ini have noticed a lot of newbies lately.
(i also noticed that after being absent for a year happy1975 is making a return visit.).
so, if you are a brand spanking newbie, post here and tell us a little about your interests, your state, your new direction in life, your favorite things, whatever you want to say---this is your thread.. .
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Daringhart13
Living check to check with no college I understand. I gave up a 4 year scholarship. Our age is similar. I still want to have kids.
Wannabefree
Sounds similar to my story. I wanted to be wrong. I wanted my doubts answered. I wanted to be ushered into Jehovah's Kingdom.
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Both of you hang in there and do get help. Where do you get help you may ask?
Hmmmmmmmmm this board is a great start but probably more is needed.....for those that were in deep. Randy Waters www.Freemind.org is the place to start..........but I still think more is needed.
I want to meet you (and people like you) in person.
PM your location, if you're on the East Coast USA, or visit Atlantic City NJ or Las Vegas Nevada (USA) let's get together sometimes this year.
All the rest of the great Posters
Thanks for sharing. Keep us posted.
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When you were a loyal dub, did you ever turn down sexual advances?
by asilentone inwhen i was a loyal dub, i have turned down some gorgeous women.
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Blue Grass
I feel you. I have turned down advances before and after becoming a Witness also…..it was more like I ran away from them (like speedy Gonzales)……and I still do.
So that is an issue that I want to deal with, since I want to date socially, with the possibility of getting married, and having kids soon.
The Watchtower upbringing can be a negative force as regards to socializing in general, (but definitely with gorgeous women)
However, because of this “stance”, I feel at ease talking to the Witnesses, the fact that I have read (in my heyday) almost every apostate book out there doesn’t bother me from talking to the Witnesses at all.
SPAZnik
I think there were a lot of people who broke one rule to stay in the organization….marrying a non-believer, going to college, etc. If the organization would not have down college, I may be there today myself.
HAPPENhanna
You look young. It seems like most of your life is ahead of you. (Maybe that photo is not of you)
Being raised a Witness, it takes a “minute” (I’ll say 3 to 10 years, with help) to get "right", if ever. Many will never get help, and will never be “right”.
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But when I get rolling with gorgeous women...............I already got the chandelier picked out.
P.S. I’m actually working on some financial endeavors, which are more important than the libido, right now anyway.
P.S.S. If anyone needs help with Quicken (a personal budgeting software) let me know. [email protected] or Private Message me.
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My Dad Died Today
by cantleave inhe has been ill for some time, but it was still unexpected.
he was never a jw and i didn't really have a close relationship with him, since he remarried after my parents divorced.
i reunited with him in the mid 90's after over 10 years of not seeing him.. .
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Caligula1
Sorry for your lost. If you need some help, let me, and the board, know.
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New Light on Fat people
by RR inglutton...fails to show love for jehovah.
is food a big thing in his life?
if in the presence of others, does he selfishly ignore their needs and take more than his fair share?
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Caligula1
I have not heard anything recently, or within the last 20 year, about weight, from the organization.
As I know quite a few big people, and there is no talk of them not "living up" to the organization's standards because of it.
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All Black Attendees - Caligulas 30-Mar-2010 Memorial ExperienceI am a doormat!!
by Caligula1 inall black attendees - caligula1s 30-mar-2010 memorial experience i am a doormat!!.
i and another inactive friend, met another (once disfellowshipped) though active now friend at the memorial.
it was good seeing both of them.
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Caligula1
LexWatson,
Wow !!
I grew up with those pink song books also.
I do remember reading somewhere, a few years ago, that the Society was talking people out of claiming to be of the Anointed. ( I think it was an attempt to get the Anointed numbers down. ???)
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You wrote,
“I also felt a strange comfort in the familiarity of the KH. Down deep inside I wish the things I was taught as a child were true...however had they been true I guess I'd have been in the "NEW ORDER”
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I agree with your words precisely, I feel comfort in the Kingdom Hall also, and deep down I wish the things I taught, and believed with all of my heart were true.
At times on my way back from Atlantic City, New Jersey USA, I see a Kingdom Hall, that a few times I wanted to get off the bus, go to the Hall, find my wife, have my kids, and live happily ever after…….either waiting on the New System……or just living in the Witness world…in this system.
Yes, I have a distrust of organized religion, but I don’t feel the love and family feel that I felt in the Watchtower. I notice that some on this board did not feel love from the organization or from their congregation, or their elders. I had a good congregation and good and loving elders (and this probably shapes my viewpoint). Even now I would like to create that sense of connection today.
I must meet you (and others like you) in person some day.
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All Black Attendees - Caligulas 30-Mar-2010 Memorial ExperienceI am a doormat!!
by Caligula1 inall black attendees - caligula1s 30-mar-2010 memorial experience i am a doormat!!.
i and another inactive friend, met another (once disfellowshipped) though active now friend at the memorial.
it was good seeing both of them.
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Caligula1
Judge Dread,
It took me down memory lane also.
I saw on another post that you went to the Memorial also, and had a good time. I respect that……no spectacle and no drama needed.
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Would You Picket A Kingdom Hall?
by minimus ini know some zealots that have carried signs and peacefully picketed kingdom halls, especially on the memorial.. what do you think about that?.
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Caligula1
No - not effective.
Snowbird - tell me more about picketing for Jim Crow....through board posting, private message, or email.