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  How to survive an assembly

  by BlackWolf in

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  2. friends

  hey i was just wondering if you guys had any ideas on how to keep my brain occupied while i'm at an assembly tommorow.

  maybe besides tallying the number of times they say jehovah and jesus or counting how many people are wearing red.

  i want to keep myself from going insane or having some kind of panic attack lol.

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  BlackWolf

  Haha!!
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  How to survive an assembly

  by BlackWolf in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hey i was just wondering if you guys had any ideas on how to keep my brain occupied while i'm at an assembly tommorow.

  maybe besides tallying the number of times they say jehovah and jesus or counting how many people are wearing red.

  i want to keep myself from going insane or having some kind of panic attack lol.

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  BlackWolf

  Hey I was just wondering if you guys had any ideas on how to keep my brain occupied while I'm at an assembly tommorow. Maybe besides tallying the number of times they say Jehovah and Jesus or counting how many people are wearing red. I want to keep myself from going insane or having some kind of panic attack lol. :)
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  Have they announced the new meeting arrangement yet?

  by JimmyPage in

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  i was thinking it will be at the midweek meeting and not today.

  is that correct?

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  BlackWolf

  No it was today. I didn't go but my parents told me all about it. Whenever they hear about big announcements they think the great tribulation is finally coming, but its just more stupid books and meeting crap lol.
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  Im always afraid

  by BlackWolf in

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  people tell me all sorts of different opinions.

  i seem to feel a constant feeling of dread and anxiety.

  the possibility of god existing scares me but so does the possibility of him not.

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  BlackWolf

  OK I will :)
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  Im always afraid

  by BlackWolf in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  people tell me all sorts of different opinions.

  i seem to feel a constant feeling of dread and anxiety.

  the possibility of god existing scares me but so does the possibility of him not.

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  BlackWolf

  Thank you all for your advice. Although I don't really have any close friends and I'm not allowed to talk to non jws. And I homeschool.
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  Im always afraid

  by BlackWolf in

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  people tell me all sorts of different opinions.

  i seem to feel a constant feeling of dread and anxiety.

  the possibility of god existing scares me but so does the possibility of him not.

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  BlackWolf

  Thank you all for your advice.

  P.S. I'm a girl
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  Im always afraid

  by BlackWolf in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  people tell me all sorts of different opinions.

  i seem to feel a constant feeling of dread and anxiety.

  the possibility of god existing scares me but so does the possibility of him not.

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  BlackWolf

  Thank you
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  Im always afraid

  by BlackWolf in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  people tell me all sorts of different opinions.

  i seem to feel a constant feeling of dread and anxiety.

  the possibility of god existing scares me but so does the possibility of him not.

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  BlackWolf

  Lately I don't know what to believe. People tell me all sorts of different opinions. I seem to feel a constant feeling of dread and anxiety. The possibility of god existing scares me but so does the possibility of him not. I want to move on with my life but I just can't. I'm 16 so my parents still force me to go to the meetings and out in service. As time goes by my mental health just seems to be spiraling more out of control and being forced to go do jw crap just makes it worse and worse. I just want to feel like I have a stable future but it all just seems so impossible. I think about death often, how easy it would be to just slip away. I need help. I can't live like this.
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  not going to school

  by Sabin in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i don't know if it is the same where you are but where i live it is a common practise of jdub`s to withdraw their kid`s from school at about year 8 even younger in some cases.

  they say they are being home schooled & of cause they do cover a certain amount of school topics.

  don't get me wrong i`m not saying that it is wrong to home school a youngster, especially if they are being bullied or suffering in some way, but the jdub`s don't do it for this purpose, oh no their kid`s are out on the field service during what would be school hours.

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  BlackWolf

  Well I'm 16 and have homeschooled for most of my life. I've traveled around a bit and it seems like the majority of jws homeschool (more like unschool) their kids. Its really quite sad. I've never met a happy homeschooled jw. Its extremely isolating. :(
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  i feel more confused than ever

  by BlackWolf in

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  well i know i've been posting a lot of topics like this lately and i'm sorry if i sound whiny or annoying.

  my parents were asking me why i was so upset lately and i ended up just telling them the whole truth.

  i told them i don't believe in god or the bible because i don't have any evidence of anything.

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  BlackWolf

  Thanks everyone. When I said I didn't believe in god or the bible I really meant more like I wasn't sure because the more I read the bible the more ridiculous it sounds to me. But of course I still doubt myself sometimes.