Posts by BlackWolf

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Were you beaten as a child?

by purrpurr in

i've been confronting my mother with her dubious parenting skills (abuse) of me as a child.

particularly the beatings i would get with the wooden spoon.

not a light smack but hitting me as hard as she could for as long as she could.

Yes me and my three siblings have been slapped, punched, and spanked in every way. We still are. I'll admit there are a few times we may have deserved it but most of the time it is just unnecessary. A few months ago I had told my dad that I didn't want to go meeting and he slapped me on the face so hard it swelled up. I haven't complained since. :(

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New ANTI-GAY video for Kids on jw.org

by ttdtt in

https://www.jw.org/en/bible-teachings/family/children/become-jehovahs-friend/videos/one-man-one-woman-marriage/.

disgusting!.

BlackWolf

Man! My dads probably gonna make us watch this crap at our next family worship, and then my moms going to go on and on about how disgusting gay people are like usual. Little do they know I'm actually bisexual :( This video makes me sad.

Edit: my mom just watched it and she thought it was risque!

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Any thought behind your " Avatar"

by The Rebel in

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i think that's the correct phrase?

anyway when i first came here, that little picture that "the rebel" hides behind, was a self portrait of a very sad man, who simply had too much knowledge.

now i feel after 7 months here, i should repaint that " avetor" give some happiness to the eyes, and a contented smile to the lips.. in short my " avetor" was a self portrait of a man with too much knowledge.

BlackWolf

Mine is of course another play on the sheep metaphor. I'm the apostate, a wolf hiding in sheep's clothing. ;)

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what do you think is the main reason why so many young ones are waking up?

by Crazyguy in

seems as though the number of baptisms even for the young ones is down from what people report here.

at my former hall the young ones are all in totally sheltered even while going to school.

expressing thier desires to pioneer etc.

BlackWolf

I agree with everyone. I'm 16 and the easy access to the internet I get from having a tablet has really helped me to learn ttatt (although I had doubts before). The few kids at the hall who are genuinely zealous must either have limited access to the internet or just be really stupid.

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Any one from Colorado?

by raven in

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any one on the forum in the colorado area?.

i would love to get to know local ones who are out of the organization or who are currently df'd da'd faded.

i am going through some tough times trying to endure the journey of fading out of the organization and would love to get to know all of your stories as well as those locally!.

BlackWolf

I used to live in Colorado, but now I live in Florida. Its a nice place I wish I could back. :(

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Any other teenagers on here?

by BlackWolf in

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i'm 16 and it seems like most the people on this forum are adults.

i would think since most teenagers have tablets/smartphones there would be more on here but maybe not?

it would be nice to meet some other young people.

BlackWolf

Well thanks everybody. I was hoping to find somebody else who is awake, whose parents are still in to be my friend. That way we don't have to be fake with each other and our parents won't know anything about it ;) I live in Florida so if you know anybody like that around here, let me know. I'll definitely check out the reddit though.

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Any other teenagers on here?

by BlackWolf in

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i'm 16 and it seems like most the people on this forum are adults.

i would think since most teenagers have tablets/smartphones there would be more on here but maybe not?

it would be nice to meet some other young people.

BlackWolf

Well thanks anyway :) I'm just surprised that there aren't any others on here.

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Any other teenagers on here?

by BlackWolf in

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i'm 16 and it seems like most the people on this forum are adults.

i would think since most teenagers have tablets/smartphones there would be more on here but maybe not?

it would be nice to meet some other young people.

BlackWolf

I'm 16 and it seems like most the people on this forum are adults. I would think since most teenagers have tablets/smartphones there would be more on here but maybe not? It would be nice to meet some other young people. :)

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Last night's talk re sisters wearing head covering, puke making!

by purrpurr in

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dear sisters,.

when you are fortunate enough to be in the presence of a jw penis you must take care to show the proper respect for it!

doesn't matter if said penis is prepubescent!

BlackWolf

I used to feel oppressed being a girl in a man's religion, but now I'm glad that I don't have to give any talks or have any "privileges". All I have to do is pretend to agree and be on my way. :)

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Wt "study" Participation, is it a "True Believer" Indication?-- or not?

by prologos in

in our congregation, the elders rarely comment.

the majority rarely comment, 2 sisters, vehemently, and often comment.

since in their case, it can not possibly be" teaching in the congregation", is participation in the wt "study"in general an affirmation of faith?

BlackWolf

I refuse to answer most of the time, sometimes my parents will make me find an answer ahead of time and I will act like I'm going to do it but then I don't and just blame it on my anxiety. I don't want to participate in the stupidity.