KnowlegeSeeker_UK

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  A ? for the ladies.....

  by kerj2leev in

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  does it upset you that as a man gets older he gets better looking?

  generally speaking!

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  I love older ladies, yum yum, a wkend with an older woman... WOW. i mean more along the lines of Kirsty (veronicas closet) or Rays wife in everybody loves raymond than say the queen, older women are scrupteous, theres a pupil ready and waiting here if you wanna play teacher .... LOL
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  Studying To Save Lives Again!

  by KnowlegeSeeker_UK in

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  i have served as a jw since 1986, im now nearly 30 yrs old.

  i pioneered, i served at bethel then i read the bible............. oh !

  hang on..... something doesnt seem right.

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  It angers me to hear there are elders here, i cant be hypocritical enough to put my hand up, your teaching from the platform, their will be people in your congs that look up 2 u and, think ppl like him are intelligent, good ppl, if he believs in all this, i will... your really not helping. get up in the next meeting, tell everybody what u think, consice and straight. You are 100% PART OF THE PROBLEM if you dont, i think its worse to stay feeling like you do.... Dont be so weak, and stop excusing it as "being on the inside" and " working away from within" as an elder you are DEFINETLY contributing towards people staying.

  I feel so strongly about this that i dont reallty believe u both to be elders, Whenever elders used to say " even if it aint true we live a safe, happy and good life." that used to make me so angry, cos it made me question why they were really in the truth for that thought to even cross their mind. Believe me guys "Just following orders" or Fear is not good enough.
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  Studying To Save Lives Again!

  by KnowlegeSeeker_UK in

  1. jw
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  i have served as a jw since 1986, im now nearly 30 yrs old.

  i pioneered, i served at bethel then i read the bible............. oh !

  hang on..... something doesnt seem right.

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  Your all very kind thankyou. believe me though oompa there is no cue of sisters..... lol . Youve got me worried now that i said too much. ill post every now n then. x thx
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  Studying To Save Lives Again!

  by KnowlegeSeeker_UK in

  1. jw
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  i have served as a jw since 1986, im now nearly 30 yrs old.

  i pioneered, i served at bethel then i read the bible............. oh !

  hang on..... something doesnt seem right.

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  yes,

  I've ponderd that im giving up a massive belief system. And to put it into context, i still get phone calls now about how to xyz in the ministry, or if this happens in the hall ... or where do i stand if.... i know the truth inside out, i got to know "jehovah" inside out. Problem is it doesnt add up when you stand in the middle of it all. I read scriptures that were taken out of context, the FDS being one, a faithfull and discreet slave, its an obvious parable, no more a prophecy than the good samaritan. If you read the bible it reads as a book of amazing and intresting stories and accounts, not as laws and identifying glimpses of the future (unless stating they are). And in seeing all this reality bit...hard!

  Leaving all that is darkening, Its darkest depth being that in a hundred years ill be dead, long forgotten, so will everyone i loved and laughed with. No one will know, no one will care. Its freightening, saddening but..... reality. They say the truth is hard because of satans system of things. No the truth is hard because its a reality, death, sickness, poverty, war, injustice, baseball and the Germans !
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  My sisters wedding...

  by zamora251978 in

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  below is a copy of the e-mail my sister sent me.

  i had to make arrangements for my kids to be babysat somewhere else until after the wedding.

  there little hearts are broken.

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  hi, this is my first 'negative' advice post. im brand new here amd im fresh to leaving. You could tell them to make the reception a public occassion in title, that will allow you to go. Thats the reason you can attend the hall its a public place of worship.
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  If You Dressed Up on Halloween- Who Would You Dress Up As ?

  by flipper in

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  thought i'd do another one on halloween!

  i'm in the spirit!

  no pun intended !

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  Id dress up as George Bush with a big red button in my hand, scary as hell ! (i can say hell now!)
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  The campaign trail is heating up

  by Junction-Guy in

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  we are one week away from election day and the campaign is heating up.. .

  apparently someone is taking darin's signs down, and placing the opponents sign up in his place, even on private property.

  the board of elections has been notified.. .

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  Dont you guys know its wrong to vote ! (Unless its to agree to a financial resolution in a holy building of God.)
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  At what age do you consider a person "Old" ?

  by JH in

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  now that i'm in my late 40's, old means about 80 years old.... i'm still young at 47, i think .

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  I feel old, im 27. I attend a maths class that is full of teenage girls. yep im old.
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  Studying To Save Lives Again!

  by KnowlegeSeeker_UK in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have served as a jw since 1986, im now nearly 30 yrs old.

  i pioneered, i served at bethel then i read the bible............. oh !

  hang on..... something doesnt seem right.

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  Man iv, just finished writing the thing. hi and thx. I have alot of pals I love in the truth still, im at a tough stage, where they dont wana let go of me n i dont wana let go of them, i love them dearly, id die for them. But i cant live a lie for them. Besides, this boy needs some lovin LOL. im kidding. I take this all VERY VERY seriously. Im crapping myself.. I really should see a doctor...lol. Im hoping to branch into Emergency medicine. I dont want to give a great deal away about myself, You may think me paranoid but I'm not naieve enuf to think the gestapo dont monitor this site. Iv just applied to 4 universities though. Im currently studying in Manchester and I have my first exams this week. Scary. Im such a dumbass, fancy doing this now of all times, max stress.

  P.S. u will all soon hate me for my useless wifi keyboard that causes typo's by the dozen nmnhnohh. hee hee, Oh crap i wonder if the society have the means to access Pc World purchase records....
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  Studying To Save Lives Again!

  by KnowlegeSeeker_UK in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have served as a jw since 1986, im now nearly 30 yrs old.

  i pioneered, i served at bethel then i read the bible............. oh !

  hang on..... something doesnt seem right.

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  KnowlegeSeeker_UK

  I have served as a JW since 1986, im now nearly 30 yrs old. I pioneered, I served at Bethel then I read the bible............. OH ! Hang on..... something doesnt seem right. I researched and discovered the Rand Cam cover up, whilst at bethel I was questioned over The Guardians article concerning The UN library card.

  I was very good at answering, I was very good with talks, I was destined for big things, But I knew that it wasnt adding up. I have an inbuilt desire to learn and I endeavour to seek as much knowlege as I can. Elders even now will admit I have a greater understanding and 'academic' knowlege of the truth and the bible. But I cant carry on any longer, all my friends are JW's, my family that I care about are too, I know that in some wayt they look to me for my opinion on the truth, but I cant tell them.

  I have been inactive for a year, i have stopped attending meetings, I am unable to be hypocritical. My friends are so bewildered, i love them so much and I know they love me. Due to my past and achievments in the truth i have been able to carry on with immunity, they assume im going through a tough patch. The elders know that I must have seen or figured something out, they dont come near. The few times Iv crossed paths with elders i have come out on top in scriptual terms.Our family personally experienced the elders covering up issues that should have gone to the authorities. It angers me greatly.

  BUT , even though i left school with 10GCSE's I pioneered, I went to bethel, I went to every quick build. But now, despite the uncomfortable district assembly, despite the comments such as "Oh yeah, cos well need that in the new system..." I am studying to save lives again. Every lecture I attend, life, real life becomes more clear, clarity and vision is returning and distaste at the controlling Watchtower empire grows. My friends and family are gaining suspicion, i mock WT thoughts, i mock plainly unscriptual rules and regulations, no jeans or t-shirts in the evenings after a district assembly was an easy target. They can see in my eyes that I am no longer buying it. In a recent elders meeting with some of my family relating to a family issue, i berated them and roared at every improper piece of advice or comment. They fear me, i dont respect them. My sister compared me to a member of the mafia defending his family before the elders. But what now............

  I have returned to education and Im studying to become a Doctor. I have to admit I have learned alot of academic skills from the organisation. But then i did invest over 20 years of my life. 20 years for the ability to speak well before a class....hmmm what a deal !! I love people, I like humanity, i have hope in human goodness. I want to save lives for real, not by knocking doors and pointing them towards a conglomerate coporation. I want to REALLY help people, REALLY stave off disease, REALLY stop pain, REALLY hold back death and REALLY prolong LIFE. And... I will

  But saying all this, I feel scared , I feel lonely. I have been torn in two for the recent past, I have craved a partner to love, but I knew the fellow JW girls, despite their beauty both inward and outward, I couldnt in all conscience marry one knowing how I felt about the truth. (you should have seen them flock at a party recently when they found out I was studying medicine, one girl asked to marry me!). But in blunt honesty, im left lonely, nearly 30, a virgin and in a big big world, where everyone else is miles ahead of me in many ways, despit my academic awareness and good social skills. My fellow students cant for the life of them work out why im single, imagine if they knew i was 100% pure, LOL. or rather COL.

  Hope to talk to some of you, befriend you and move away from the controlling society of power hungry nobodies. They are but men, I dont claim to be any more than that myself. I just want to be a good person. Hope my first post reaches the right people, im not intrested in tearing JW's up, i love alot of them, feel sorry for alot of them, and lets admit we have all been where they are all now, so lets not mock. I want to grow up now not cut others down.

  A new member of the community. Its took some doing, just to do this......... Phew.............So....well.... Hi x