welcome aboard
i volunteered as a moderator for
3+ years on a public forum for
adult survivors of childhood
sexual abuse (CSA) so i know
your husband is in incredible pain
and you, as some one who loves
him, are also suffering deeply....
i hope his therapist will help him
and eventually you, to see that
returning to a cultish situation
will not bring the healing he so
deserately needs....
your description of the debacle
of a job search being sabotaged
by the hate-filled response to his
current circumstance reveals that
you are being held hostage...
because as faithful drones in the
hive, you built your whole social
network with people who would,
(and have) turn on you at the behest
of a cult....
the actual realization that some of
your circumstances are directly
related to the cult is going to be
crushing, so if you can get some
therapeutic support, find others
in your locale who have survived
an exit, then you will be ok in the
long run....
congrats on making a family in
the face of such horrific circumstances...
dig deep and stand your ground!
amy~