I think that superstition will take a while to overcome, but at least I realize it's a superstition.
I'm sorry you had to go through that. As the superstition goes away, you will feel more and more a tremendous relief mentally...
I still suffer a bit with that but have come a long way. Yes, it is awesome.
It takes a lot of work, and you should be very proud of yourself!
Snowbird - Nice! We all now have a song together!!!