I always look forward to Farkels posts, but the only thing that I assosiate to farkel is his avatar and his interesting comments and incredible knowledge of the WTBTS - something that many people just plain don't have, or just plain couldn't give a shit about to go over the excruciating details over days... I let people like Farkel and others dig that menutia up.
Am I stupid? Well, that's up to debate. Anyone can be anything they want on the internet. For all you know, I could be a psychologist or some jackass working at McDonalds, living in they're parents basement. My main point is I don't give a shit if Farkel thinks I'm stupid - I think that is part of what self-actualization entails. Not caring what others think of you, because you know what makes you happy, and you know that you are comfortable in your own skin. .
Did I miss the point? I don't think I did. The truth (tm) makes you feel like a big man at first - then years later, you figure out what you've really lost. That pathetic loser in Farkels story sounds alarmingly familiar, right down to throwing out his 'demonic' albums. That person is me - and I can accept that. I was a complete f*king idiot. A pathetic needy moron who fell for a cult, because of my issues with depression and somewhat disfunctional family life. It was my only way out of my problems; the other being suicide. I know that if I didn't have fallen for 'the truth' at the time I would have probably done myself in. It was going through all that shit - the act of believing so much in something, like the person in the story above, then disbelieving and actually having the courage to leave everything I ever had in the world behind, or so it seemed at the time, which made me strong enough to deal with my problems without drugs or alcohol. And most importantly, not relying on a fictional god (in my opinion), as a crutch to go begging to. I can live my life just fine without god, without validation, and without Farkel. (insert any posters name in for Farkel, too)