There is another possibility out there... I've been watching on the Hist Channel a series called "Ancient Aliens". It is well into its 20th chapter but I am sure you can watch them on the Net.
The best part is that these documentaries are informative and not dogmatic. And it makes you think a hell lot about "what if ..."
If you watch it and have comments, I would like to read them.
But then again, there is nothing wrong in believing in yourself and in love... I also belong to that 'religion'!!!