When I was an active JW I used to say that I did not want to ive in their idea of paradise, but I was confident that aloving God would bring a paradise that truly was a pleasure for all.
I was not quite sure where that left the power hungry, arrogant, self serving, oppresive Elder types, I took a guess that they would have to change to even get in.
Since learning the truth that there is no God and no Afterlife it has made me more content with the life I have, it is the only one I am going to get.