Honestly, and I say this from the heart... Pray to God to come into your life and show you the way... PLEASE do this... You need a personal relationship with him, not one that you need to go prove yourself to or wait for someone or others (elders) to tell you that your good enough. God loves you... Open a Bible... read it. Study it. Read the bible that isn't a translation... I will pray for you.. God is waiting for you with open arms, please don't pass that by!!!
Posts by HYM
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383Thinking of becoming a Witness again and my reasons for doing so :(
by reniaa ini've been a faded jw for 10 years i left because of my failed first marriage, i'm no hypocrite and realised i had left completely so i embraced the world and dived in, only christmas and birthdays i could not get into, they were too foreign to me having never celebrated them, like if i suddenly tried to do ramadan or something like that.. 1/ all the criticisms of the people in the truth you say on here, i've found in the world, warts and all only in the world nothing holds them back from being utterly horrible to you.. 2/ i got stabbed by a worldly boyfriend, i got married 2 times of my own choosing to men outside the truth, the first smoked and was an alcoholic, the second gambled every penny we had and defrauded me out of money after we separated, 2 divorces later i am currently pregnant and a single mum since current boyfriend decided kids was to much of a responsibility and he needed his freedom and i was 'too selfish to expect him to give up his life'.. 3/ parents-in-law!
i have been shunned by them as equal to anything you accuse witness families of and for the silliest of reasons, i had a disabled son and his grandparents said they wanted nothing to do with him because they didn't want to become attached in case he died.. 4/ i miss the honest friendships of the truth, i had friends of all ages from 14 to 80 years old and they genuinely cared for me, many trying to keep me in the faith a long time after i left but i was determined to fade so moved away completely, but i find friendships in the world so shallow in comparison and very hard to sustain :( i've never been a drinker and sometimes thats what friendship means you being a companion for them to goto pub with.. 5/ my recent boyfriend was in a christian religion, i thought why not find out about it, harvest churches if you ever heard of them, unfortunately it still hasn't stop him leaving me pregnant and alone and when i said to him how does he clear that with god, he replies "as long as i repent it doesn't matter" it's like he has a "get out of jail free card" for any wrong-doing in the bible, this is so alien to me and my witness trained conscience.. 6/ i recently out of frustration tried looking into atheism and joined their forums, it wasn't fun, they are as bombastic and arrogant as their religious counterparts can be from any religion, they make a religion out of not believing in god, it's very weird they talk of saving people from believing in god and offer nothing to replace it.
they said to me "be happy you are in reality now and enjoy it" and i thought "well if this is reality i've had enough of it".
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Will A JW pick his religion over raising his own child?
by HYM inmy ex was disfellowshipped and then he was going to go back to the religion, but he met me and fell in love... i kept trying to push him away because i knew that jw's were only to date jw's.
he insisted that we stayed together.
now 9 months later, i am pregnant and he decided he needed to go back and renew his faith.
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HYM
My ex was disfellowshipped and then he was going to go back to the religion, but he met me and fell in love... I kept trying to push him away because I knew that JW's were only to date JW's. he insisted that we stayed together. Now 9 months later, I am pregnant and he decided he needed to go back and renew his faith. He doesn't talk to me anymore... or his friends... is this expected? How long will this last? will seeing his child make him see that there is a purpose for him here with his child??!!
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Will A JW pick his religion over raising his own child?
by HYM inmy ex was disfellowshipped and then he was going to go back to the religion, but he met me and fell in love... i kept trying to push him away because i knew that jw's were only to date jw's.
he insisted that we stayed together.
now 9 months later, i am pregnant and he decided he needed to go back and renew his faith.
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HYM
My ex was disfellowshipped and then he was going to go back to the religion, but he met me and fell in love... I kept trying to push him away because I knew that JW's were only to date JW's. he insisted that we stayed together. Now 9 months later, I am pregnant and he decided he needed to go back and renew his faith. He doesn't talk to me anymore... or his friends... is this expected? How long will this last? will seeing his child make him see that there is a purpose for him here with his child??!!