Wow. I appreciate everyone's replies. I cannot tell you how good it is to know that so many of you feel exactly as I do.
I went through a phase at the beginning where I tried to convince myself that the new things I was learning were somehow twisted... that in some way I must have been misunderstanding the facts. I tried to do even more research to reassure my faith; READ more, STUDY more, PRAY more... but it had hte opposite effect. It's funny because I can remember praying and praying to Jehovah to give me the correct understanding, help me know that I was really in the "truth", and that I was following the right path. But that didn't help, so I resolved to stop reading the history books, stop relying on "Google" to answer the tough questions, and just concentrate on the meetings and WTS publications.
That lasted about a week. I can remember leaving the Hall irritated at everything.
Then I had the bright idea to look into examples of people who have struggled with faith in the past and had overcome their doubts. Maybe I could get some pointers... and get myself back on the road to life. That, of course, dropped into the realm of philosophy, and I came across some information on Soren Kierkegaard. In case anyone doesn't already know, Kierkegaard basically argued that in order to have faith, you must have doubt. If you can prove something exists (without a doubt) it takes no faith to believe in it. So faith equals believing in the unbelievable; embracing the absurd as reality.
Back to the books I went. I stumbled onto some books about textual criticism, and began to realize that it wasn't just the WTS that was peddling the absurd... Like I have said before, as a witness, you can easily dismiss other religious doctrine as ridiculous. But the reality seems (to me) to be that the stories of the Old Testament were just an invention of a bunch of primitive desert nomads that were edited, and embellished over centuries of telling and re-telling. (Or more realistically, they were plagiarized copies of stories told by other cultures that at one time or another dominated the Hebrews)
Anyway, once I got over the JW/Fundamental Christian mental block about Evolution, and I realized that there really is a lot of proof for evolution... undeniable proof for evolution, I started moving at light speed.
The thing is I can't really call myself an Atheist. Though I do agree with many Atheists, I cannot prove they are right either.
Sorry for the rant, and thanks again for all of the responses.