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  Site To Refute Franz And Cameron

  by Bangalore in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i found this site set up by a loyal jw who wants to refute books like "crisis of conscience" and "captives of a concept".

  i thought loyal jw's were not even supposed to read such books.. .

  http://settingtherecordstraight.wordpress.com/2010/01/.

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  and to think..................

  At one time I believed all that CLAPTRAP!!

  Ha, Ha, Ha
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  To Ex-JWs: Do You Regret Learning it Was a Lie?

  by leavingwt in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  this question was inspired by a question on another thread.

  to the ex-jw community here,.

  do any of you regret learning that wt is not god's organization?

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  LockedChaos

  I just regret that it took me

  28 years AFTER I left to find it out

  Better to have freedom now than never
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  Did You Exit the Witnesses Due to Injustices / Difference with Doctrine-Both?

  by flipper in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  many of us leave due to injustices committed inside the organization.

  i did initially.

  i had doubts about some doctrines for years - but not until after leaving the witnesses was i free to be able to confirm my suspicions and see that yes, i did have valid reasons to have doubts all those years .

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  I left for all the wrong reasons

  Never felt the need to justify them

  28 Years passed and the dissonance reared its ugly head

  Then I had to start reconciling all those feelings

  of doom and gloom (and basically the hopelessness)

  This was my first stop thanks to Google

  Was scared to death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Went through the

  Tears

  Anger

  Wanting revenge

  Reconciliation

  Freedom!!

  Turns out all my wrong reasons

  were right. Imagine That

  I now know that it's all a scam

  Supernatural INDEED.............
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  Millions Finally Living Convention for exJWs!!!!

  by boolatte in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i want to invite all of you to the 2010 'millions finally living' convention!

  it will be held in aug. of 2010 at cedar point, oh where rutherford declared "millions now living will never die".. it will be a non-religious event to promote healing and a positive life after surviving affiliation with jws.

  the website is under construction ...so bookmark the site!

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  I'm just 82.24 miles

  Give or Take

  Hi Jamie
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  Cautious Newcomer

  by undertheradar in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i am still a member of the jw's organization.

  i have been puzzled over some of the teachings for many years but as i seemed to be the only one querying things among my local jw's i felt as if i was going crazy.

  i was very relieved to find this site, a few months ago, full of evidence to back up my findings, and so much more.. i am so grateful to you all.. i do not want to leave the organization until i have planted some seeds in my family to open their eyes.

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  Hello there

  Welcome
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  Anyone leave the org without the help of the net?

  by Miss Chievous in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  just wondering if anyone here left the org without ever looking at anything on the net and if so how did it happen for you?.

  miss c.

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  LockedChaos

  Twas back in 1979

  when I left 'cause I thought I was right

  Then I became afraid I was wrong

  and they were right

  Ignored the feelings of doom and gloom

  and lived a life of disconnect with the

  world and everyone in it

  Decided to examine my faith (or lack of it)

  Almost (ALMOST) went back..................

  Purely out of fear and confusion

  Came to this forum

  Read Ray's books

  Read and studied daily

  5 - 6 hours a day for

  2 years.......................

  Then I was cured.............

  Dissonance gone

  Athiest in

  Peace at last
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  "Nook", from Barnes and Noble

  by changeling in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  my husband ordered a "nook" for me as a gift.

  i cancelled the order.

  i like the feel of a book in my hands and my ever growing library.

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  It's nickname

  The nookiebook

  Bad choice in names

  I read e-books on my

  netbook

  Bigger screen

  larger capacity

  more versatile

  and less money....................
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  A@G is baaaaack!!!! Plus a new video about the GB!

  by Awakened at Gilead in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  too busy with skool... i've been out of commission for a few months... did my last bits of homework today, and i am freeeeee!!!!

  (for a few weeks at least... but my master's is getting close!).

  anyway, worked on a video today.

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  Nice

  Marking to view later
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  FOR THOSE WHO HAVE LEFT THE TRUTH?

  by lgadsden in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  jehovahs day comes at this moment and u realize u were in the right place but because of leaving you are now doomed.

  would everything gained (temporary) enjoyment worth it?.

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  LockedChaos

  I gained

  EVERYTHING

  and lost

  NOTHING

  It never was

  has been or

  will be "The Truth"
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  I'm starting to tell on my husband

  by tiffy0212 in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  yesterday a brother called the house and asked for my husband.

  i told him i'm sorry he is doing his study and i will not call him to the phone.

  i told him we do not talk to each other and he would have to call him back around 11:30. he called back around 11:40 and sure sounded different then his first call.

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  LockedChaos

  Ladies

  I'm in awe of

  all your strength...............