Dear yoisoy,
Welcome. Here you are among friends and will be loved for who you are.
I can say that it was quite easy for me to leave, even though I was in agony while doubting. I left my husband at the same time. However I had lot's of support from my parents who had already left the org. I've lost a sister though, who's still in
I don't know how your family situation looks like but I think that you'll be, in any case, much much more happy when you leave and can be your true self. I think the hardest part is before you've decided what to do...
Are you still active? Have you friends outside?
Please PM me if you like to talk more. Good luck!
Love
Newborn