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  Going to Las Vegas in 3 weeks!!!!!

  by confuzzled777 in

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  i am so excited i can hardly stand it!!

  i love going to vegas and try to go about every 3-4 years.

  the last time we went was 3 years ago and we did not gamble as we were trying to do "what is right".

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  wow! lucky you! I also like to gamble!

  have fun
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  Just checking in to say Hi :)

  by Lillith26 in

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  it's been a while since i stopped in here... so whats been happening and how are we all doing???.

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  hey good to see you again!
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  When i reach out, you are there...thankyou

  by Aussie Oz in

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  i am feeling a little emotional as i write this, i have just finished reading the replies to my delema about my son; to deprogram or not.. i am truly touched deeply at the care and wisdom represented on this board.. when i have a question, there you all are, ready with answers.... when i have worries, there you are with words of comfort.... when i decisions to make, there you are with suggestions.... when i relate my joys, there you are being happy for me.... i would never have thought that a bunch of 'strangers' on an internet forum, of 'horrible apostates' no less, would become so important to me.. a watery eyed thankyou to you all.

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  It's truly wonderful to feel the love, friendship and support here!!
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  I thought it wasnt bothering me. But it is.

  by mamalove in

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  do you ever feel that way about your jw past?

  maybe i need more time?

  i know that it is a lie.

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  Newborn

  dearest mamalove

  it comes and goes for me as well but I'm trying not to feel bitter even though it's hard

  I'm trying to focus on how happy I am to be out

  Your friend Newborn
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  little miss sad again

  by Newborn in

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  i think i just broke up with my bf .

  we've been together 6 months.

  lately i've felt less & less emotions and engagement from him.

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  Thanks Tammy

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  little miss sad again

  by Newborn in

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  i think i just broke up with my bf .

  we've been together 6 months.

  lately i've felt less & less emotions and engagement from him.

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  Newborn

  A man needs to want to climb mountains for you, rob banks, you know, whatever it takes. A disengaged man isn't worth the trouble.

  agree. how I feel exactly

  Mamalove and popsiecakes , thanks I hear ya!
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  little miss sad again

  by Newborn in

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  i think i just broke up with my bf .

  we've been together 6 months.

  lately i've felt less & less emotions and engagement from him.

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  If I remember right you are in Sweden.

  True! thanks for the music
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  little miss sad again

  by Newborn in

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  i think i just broke up with my bf .

  we've been together 6 months.

  lately i've felt less & less emotions and engagement from him.

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  I think I just broke up with my bf

  We've been together 6 months. Lately I've felt less & less emotions and engagement from him. He lives far away and his 2 kids, from previous relationship, are the most important to him. I always feel I come 2nd...I wrote recently abt how distance relationships sucks!

  I gave him a christmas gift but he didn't give me anything He said he forgot!!?? He forgot to buy something for his own girlfriend!!

  We did spend y-day together with his kids but his cousin was there and her bf and I really felt no effection from him and that he rather be with them. I've tried to talk to him and he knows how I feel but he just doesn't care or don't know what to say. He says I destroyed the atmosphere y-day..

  It's sad but perhaps it wasn't meant to be even though I thought he was the one. But I just have to realise that we were not right for each other. I don't regret anything though and I feel I gave him everything I could.

  The next weeks will be tough but I'm countin on your support

  Alone again - naturally
  Newborn
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  I'm lost

  by Newborn in

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  i feel confused, empty, alone, sad, sensitive, hurt and so on.

  more and more it seems.... will i ever find my place, my home and be content and happy?

  sometimes it feels impossible.

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  Thanks everyone. As always, it means a lot.

  I've a lot of anxiety right now...I know it will pass but Chalam, I hope it won't take 20years!

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  I'm lost

  by Newborn in

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  i feel confused, empty, alone, sad, sensitive, hurt and so on.

  more and more it seems.... will i ever find my place, my home and be content and happy?

  sometimes it feels impossible.

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  Newborn

  I feel confused, empty, alone, sad, sensitive, hurt and so on. More and more it seems...

  will I ever find my place, my home and be content and happy? sometimes it feels impossible

  Is it my JW background that has messed me up? Will I ever get rid of my passed? The fact that I left my jw husband and my faith...will I ever feel complete again or will it haunt me forever?

  Will someone ever love me completely and unconditional?

  Happy new year

  /Newborn
  (sorry - having a bad day)