Posts by beerose

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poem from an abused child "my hero or beast"
by beerose in
1. watchtower
2. child-abuse
where is that hero,that i used to dream about?he would come and take me away from the beast,that is drowning me now!

he's taking me deeper and deeper into the black water below the surface.i scream out from my heart,why?why are you hurting me?why do you want me dead?

the water around me is getting darker and darker,i can't see,i'm afraid,i'm afraid to scream out!the water is so dark and dirty,yuk!
beerose

Where is that hero,that I used to dream about?He would come and take me away from the beast,that is drowning me now! He's taking me deeper and deeper into the black water below the surface.I scream out from my heart,why?Why are you hurting me?Why do you want me dead? I didn't tell,I didn't tell! The water around me is getting darker and darker,I can't see,I'm afraid,I'm afraid to scream out!The water is so dark and dirty,yuk! I ask why,why are you killing me?What did I do for you to hate me so much?I was only 4 when it started,that I can remember anyway,I didn't understand why are you hurting me?Tell me please,what did I do that was so bad?I didn't tell,I didn't tell!Please stop,don't hurt me.My tiny toes hit the bottom of the creek.I close my eyes and find a peaceful place,so peaceful!And than the tug came.No let me be,I found my peace my heart would scream! But wait,could it be?Could this be my hero,that I used to dream about,that would take me away from the beast! He had me by the hair,pulling me up,up,up from the peaceful dark bed below.I see it getting brighter as we get closer and closer to the surface.I would wonder what my hero would look like,when he'd finally come and save me from this beast! Who would it be,I open my eyes to see my hero,NO,NO,NO this can't be! It's the beast,could it be, that he had heard my heart scream,that I had found my peace! BeeRose
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Women made to keep their place?
by paybacktime19 in
1. watchtower
2. beliefs
why can they preach door to door ,but not inside the congregation?
beerose

I wondered that myself,why woman were allowed to teach in FS but not at the hall? 1 tim:2,12 I do not permit a woman to teach,I even tried to use this as a reason not to go door to door!
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UN again but just questions to ponder.
by yknot in
1. watchtower
2. beliefs
well rick's video on venus got me thinking about our favorite wannabe international heavy......the un.. we all know the lame half assed excuse that ciro released regarding the library card..... how long after ted is permanently infirmed or dead until the hand picked younguns' decide to quietly ditch the un doctrine?.

do you think the un would take them back?.

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beerose

Watchtower govering body can now say, they took part in fulfilling the prophecy of the disgusting thing standing in the holy place!Being associated with the UN for 10 years,they are closer than they think ! I say 2024 maybe?
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Dub rip offs
by Dismembered in
1. social
2. humour
http://www.burlingtonfreepress.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?aid=200880723003.

the two mentioned in this article are dubs.

he he he..
beerose

No wasn't the dub rip off I was talking about,of course Jehovah Witness wasn't mentioned is this one either!
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Dub rip offs
by Dismembered in
1. social
2. humour
http://www.burlingtonfreepress.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?aid=200880723003.

the two mentioned in this article are dubs.

he he he..
beerose

If your talking about the same "bad guys are getting smarter" it was in the courier times a about a month ago.And it was the same one who p***ed me off! I don't won't to put any more rafters in my eyes so you'll have to read it yourself shouldn't be hard to find!
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BETTER/WORSE than a worldly person?"
by chuckyy in
1. jw
2. experiences
after your own personal experiences within the jws, do you conclude that the normal rank and file jw is worse than a person in the "world", better, or no different.

what do you base your conclusions on???.

chukyy.
beerose

I don't like being called "worldly"and I told them that many times!"worldly people are called child of satan,it is insulting! Invte me down to the hall,than tell me I'm a child of satan,do you have to wonder why I don't come back?We are all a part of this world!HATE that word
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BACKFIRE!!!
by heybaby in
1. jw
2. experiences
wow, my husband it totally freaking out on me.

i presented an ample amount of information that i found about birthdays (this happened to be the topic under discussion).

mind you, i presented info from only the wt and awake.
beerose

Yeah,I freaked out when I came across the six screens of the watchtower so bad my mom thought I went crazy!
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So now I'm disgusting? What?
by heybaby in
1. jw
2. experiences
another experience that i wanted to share: ok, this happened to me a few years ago.

i was between jobs, and i decided to use that time to auxiliary pioneer.

i had never been able to do it before and i was very excited.
beerose

I hear you paybacktime,it's taking all I got from kicking some JW butt!
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What JW teaching did you find hardest to defend??
by karter in
1. jw
2. experiences
for me it was that god is killing billions of people just to prove a point.

what about you?
beerose

I never had to defend,but I used to defend the JW's when people would tell me they didn't believe in christ.I read somewhere,don't remember where it was awhile ago,that the wedding band was a symbol of slavery in other culture's!Could this be why they allow the rings? Thanksgiving is a time when houses are full of familys,perfect time for FS! And could it be the reason they keep woman in dresses,is because it is easier for the sicko's to get to the little girls unnoticed!
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Banned from my sisters wedding
by LunaFing in
1. jw
2. experiences
i'm feeling rejected and hurt because i've just been informed that i am not invited to my little sisters wedding.

first, here's a little background story on my relationship with her: she and i are three years apart.

when we were younger we were very close (i was in the "truth" back then).
beerose

Luna,don't you let them put a quilt trip on you! Your words was a reaction to the pain they caused you!