i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
Thank-you, good people.
beksbks - I appreciate your wise insights, it will be very helpful. Thanks for sharing your story, as well.
zombie dub - Excellent short-term solution, worked well ;)
Witness 007 - I know we are a frustrating species. We appreciate your patience.
I am back on track, thanks again!
my username is goddessrachel.
because i believe we are all gods and goddesses.
after all aren't we made in god's image?.
This thread reminds me of an old Bette Midler song...."I'm Beautiful". I think every woman should wake up every morning and listen to it.
Some of the words:
I woke up one morning, flossed my teeth and decided "Damn, I'm fierce!"
You can be just like me! ( A goddess???)
Yes! Don't just pussy-foot around and sit on your assets! Release your ferocity upon an unsuspecting world and repeat after me...
I'm Beautiful, damn it!!
i know some police officers that are very good cops.
and i know some that are underhanded and dishonest.
as kids, we were taught to be trusting of policemen (and women).
I have a little bit of a problem with a "lead foot", so I've been pulled over for speeding many times.
I've only got 1 ticket so far. They seem to be okay with "I'm sorry, it won't happen again."
So, Ya, I like and trust the police!
i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
Well, I don't have alot of others to compare myself to. I think I'm more screwed up than others....definately so, by JW standards. (I have only recently been freed.)
I don't know alot of wordly people yet. Am I more screwed up than them??
Good questions. But I need to fix this. I think only time is on my side on this one. (And hopefully the wine, rosebuds, and........)
Wish me luck!
i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
OK, here it is. He has every right to be upset with me.
My last man was ...... hard to describe, there was no real relationship. It was a bad time for me and.....whatever happened.
Anyhoo, he keeps getting in touch with me and....you know. I don't want to be with him again but for some reason I can't tell him to hit the road and leave me alone.
There. You see how stupid I am.
i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
Yes, yes, .....I understand that part.
Thank you for your humor, it makes me feel better. But I SERIOUSLY need to get a handle on this. Oh God, I'm so screwed.....
i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
I'm not sure I can fix myself with a new pair of Steve Maddens. I've tried that before, got the closet of Steves to show for it.
Any ideas out there for making it up to him????
i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
Haha....No, I already know I'm a big disappointment to Jesus.
It's my man. He's soo good to me and I know he truly loves me, and I keep screwing it up.
What the hell is the matter with me????
i keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.. .
i know why i'm doing it - i don't really think i'm worthy of his love.. .
i need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable..
I keep doing things that disappoint him sooooo much.
I know why I'm doing it - I don't really think I'm worthy of his love.
I need to stop before he finds me completely unlovable.
its getting close to assembly time and my wife will be heading up to salt lake to attend the assembly there with her relatives so i will be on my own for a week.
i'm lining up my favorite cult movies to watch while she is away.
here are some of my favorites: the meaning of life, idiocracy, swingers, ghost world.
I think you would enjoy Drop Dead Gorgeous. It's an early Denise Rcihards flick, that takes some good pot shots at religion. There's one scene where she dances with Jesus on the cross. It has a wheel on the bottom for mobility. Very funny.
