Hi MarieK, welcome! I beat you in posting by a few weeks and it's great to be here. You will feel free to express your thoughts, doubts, rant and so on. Even as we now grow in our research we can still express our views, changes in thoughts, questioning as we go on. Yes am still in, by outward appearances still an elder for a short while. Phew I don't have to lie to the gullible from the platform again, but living a lie.
Gkad to hear your husband is "awake" too.
Waiting for the rest of your story. Hope you take things slow and easy in your fade...leaving ever so careful, gradual like.