Welcome lil.lady,
I'm sorry for what you are going through right now, I know the feeling well
Please don't give the elders any power, just remember they are normal people and the only power they have is what you give them (it took me a while to get that) If they want to talk to you again tell them your not emotionally able to go through that again.
Isn't it all a scam?? The way they act all loving and concerned until they get you in that room and start the questions. I had to sit through them questioning my 10 year old after she was molested by a fellow JW, it wasn't pretty! At that moment I knew I would never trust them again!
I'm so glad you found this place at this time, you will get alot of good advice.