Oulaw,
There is nothing funny in my life right now.
Music is a great diversion. Yeah rah MF er, it really doesn't help. I am doing a diservice to myself for putting my life out here to be ridiculed, but I have nowhere to go. I could put up a hugely ambiguated long motherfucking thread, with elipses, but that would be bullshit. All I want right now is for those who care about me as a friend to show me that friendship. I have reached out to others in the past. and I had them reciprocate with comments that wanted me to kill myself.
Jk