Tattoo, I'm going to go off topic just a little and point out something that I believe in 100%, and that is you're more likely to find people who support you as a person here than among the witnesses. This comparison isn't intended to say "we're better than them" or anything, but it's obvious that your acceptance to the witnesses is conditional, but that isn't the case here. People who have left have gone in all different directions.
As for the suggestion that you see a counselor, I'd say that's not a bad idea just because you don't want things to get worse if there are any issues to look at. I believe you can do a little "preventive therapy" so that it doesn't get to the point where things fall apart in your life. In any case, I'm sure I speak for others here when I say that our interest in you is not limited to discouraging and warning you against the witnesses. We don't always talk about witness related issues, and you're certainly welcome regardless of whether you're interested in being a witness or not. No matter what happens, we won't shun you.
"Knowing others is wisdom. Knowing the self is insight. Mastering others requires force. Mastering the self requires true strength." -Tao Te Ching, Chapter 33