Skimming through social media through one of my former Jdubb friends. I seen that practically every Jdubb I grew up with are married and have kids or one is on the way. It's kind of depressing to me since I'm still single and have no kids. I think of the situation though, if I was still in, would I be married with children? I shudder to think of raising a kid in that cult. It was a sigh of relief thinking about it the yesterday. I think of the ones who had a hard time -some still do- in leaving with a marriage and kids. That is a hard situation. My life now, I may be struggling with some things now. I work my ass off on 2 jobs for 16 hours+ and I have little time for anything really. I'm trying to get more certifications for one of my jobs, so I can make more money and quit the other one. Time has flown by these last few years with my departure from the Organization. A lot of changes to the doctrines and friends I've known moving on with their lives. Some seem real happy and I wonder what they're really thinking about what's going on with the organization. It's great for them to have kids and have some happiness with it. I only hate that these kids will be 2nd, 3rd, or 4th generation Witnesses that are trapped in the cult. Wish there was a way to open these guys eyes about the TTAT more quickly and not continue this cancer in future generations. THIS BORG NEEDS TO SHUTDOWN! IT'S RUINED ENOUGH LIVES ALREADY!