Maybe it's information burnout or emotional burnout in denial or possibly some sense of avoidance I am going through, sometimes I want to ask for help on issues, but know not the questions I have yet to be asking myself.
Trying to leave the final vestiges of something so major in your life as a cultist in ignorance, in this case - JW's, especially when one is brought up in such is similar to saying goodbye to parts of yourself, but how do you know that the incoming transformations through learning experience are 'parts' that you welcome into your new emerging unique identity?
Anyone else?
I think I'm keeping a grasp on the whole picture, but its absurdly complex yet I know the answers are so simple.
Perhaps I might just walk away from it all? (Rhetorical), talking to myself.
Any other transactional analyst's out there willing to offer a hand?
Celtic Mark