Stillin: i've so totaly been where you are right now. Ok heres the real deal... God has not blessed this jerk, hes just got lucky, you are not a lesser person or even a bad person, your someone who is involved in a cult that thrives on making people feel not good enough.
My responce would have been to cite the example of someone in the world whose doing well and comment that Jehovah must be really blessing them(!)