Hi Mimily,
Your story is heartbreaking. I am currently trying to witness to a Jehovah's Witness and you have been an inspiration to me to persevere. I hope that you know that you are loved. God loves you so much that he sacrificed his son so that you may have a personal relationship with him. He is a loving and merciful God.
Feel free to email me if you would like me to pray for you or help you in any way. If you have never asked Jesus into your heart I could show you how to receive the free gift he gives to all who believe and simply ask him. (or just look up Romans 10:9-10) Remember he will never leave you or forsake you.
Your friend and sister in Christ,