Take it slow, as others have said. There is danger in rushing to discover anything.
One sign of wisdom is the ability to understand (but not necessarily believe!) opposing points of view symultaneously. Experienced debaters can do this. At school we were practised in the ability to be able to switch sides in the debate on (teacher's buzzer) command! Many laughs there .....a quick "on the other hand ...." in mid sentence then off at 180degrees!
You may find that it is OK to carry on in your belief, but to re-examine it, a little at a time, when you find it conflicting with evidence that you see around you. Your interest in science and evolution may provide opportunity for this. Just avoid the word "proof" for a while.
Cliff