CyberJesus:
I think you were talking to me? If so, thanks.....I don't know if it's a change of heart as such.....more that I just am tired of people trying to make excuses for this God, this character who seems to have a lot of people on this planet who need to defend him.
Let's be honest here - JW's come up with some ridiculous "sovereignty" thing, which just sounds like a bunch of kids trying to justify why Daddy let the girl next door get raped instead of stopping it. Christans come up with various things like "If everyone accepted Jesus, we would all be like happy bunnies, but God is patiently waiting for us to convert" and so on.
Either way, whatever you believe, the facts are these - people are getting hurt every day, and we get told that it's all part of "God's mysterious plan". Ok, that's fine - but people who worship this God should not be surprised if others think this Biblical God is a complete and utter *******, and that we would all be better off without him. It's smacks of blinders when people try to make excuses for him. Don't these people think that perhaps the genocidal, legalistic, exacting God of the OT doesn't want them to make an excuse for him? Wouldn't he have made it a bit clearer if he did? Maybe this is the way he wants it? I don't know, it's like people have built an image of some cuddly Grandad, when the God of the Bible seems a pretty ruthless character to me...
I tend to agree with TheFinger: "
There is no way that this God has a morality even remotely resembling what a decent person would be considered morally upright......however it does argue strongly against every concept of God as represented by any organized religion."
Frankly, I think the God who has the morality displayed in the Bible doesn't really give a **** what we think. If that means you don't want to worship him/her/it, then God knows (in more ways than 1, I think!) where you are coming from.
PP