Welcome LillyC!
If it is faith and spirituality you are interested in, these are not found in any religion, but via the liberating and healing "unabridged gospel" message, or full Good News, hidden in plain sight throughout scripture.
Doing plenty of your own reading, writing, thinking, reasoning and questioning is the way to grow and develop fully.
Various religions obstruct this natural process in varying degrees.
The Watchtower is one of the worst.
I'd be happy to recommend a number of empowering books, authors and approaches.
Greetings and blessings
Fernando
South East Queensland, Australia