Posts by babygirl30

even though looking back the seeds of doubt had been sown for some time, i just never allowed myself to think about them... vvv dangerous thing to do!.

I agree with everyone else...I felt SO guilty about coming to this site. But after my last mtg with the C.O. and a nitwit elder, I just couldn't HELP but start trying to understand WHY the treatment I received was ok...whether other JWs had dealt with it before...and so I fell onto this site. All I did was read for awhile because I was too frightened to post, thinking that I was becoming the ULTIMATE 'apostate' by saying anything on here - but have now come to understand the real deal of JW org.

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I'm already starting to feel normal

by doublelife in

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for the first time today, when my boss asked what i'm going to be doing for thanksgiving, i didn't have to go into this awkward explaination of why i don't celebrate it.

i simply said that i'm going over my aunt's.

it may sound trivial but it feels great!

babygirl30

Today was my 1st time EVER saying

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

That is a small step, but it just makes me feel like I'm OK...not getting struck by lightening or anything. -hahahaha

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What are you Thankful for this year?

by lovelylil2 in

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in the spirit of thanksgiving, thought i ask what everyone is thankful for.. i am thankful for my family's good health and happiness, for the great friends i have, for my job that i absolutely love, for celebrating my 7th year of freedom this month from the wt publishing cult.. anyone else?.

babygirl30

I am thankful that I found the strength to say 'enough' and RUN away from that abusive, self righteous, can't hold a job, living with his parents in the attic at 31, never had any money, blew what lil money he DID have on E&J VSOP, didn't realize what he had in 'me' - NUT that I almost married.

I'm thankful - NOT for being DF'd - but for what being DF'd woke up IN me...cause it gave me the sense to start researching JWs and opening my eyes to how things are done (right or wrong). Finally started seeing the org for what it is.

Thankful for the REAL friends that I have made and the opportunity to get to know my non-JW family closer then ever before. Their support has gotten me through a year that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

I'm grateful that I have a good job that allows me to support myself comfortably and not depend on anyone!

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Pieces fitting together... and crying after hearing Edward Dunlap tape

by Butterflyleia85 in

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crying out of joy and sadness... wow it was like he was telling me a secret about bethel, i never even knew!!.

i am so emotional right now!!

it's rediculous!.

babygirl30

I'm gonna listen to this now...thanks for posting it!

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Moses's mistake

by highdose in

ok heres another thing that always worried and puzzled me... moses made great sacrifices to lead the isrealites and endured great hardship to do so... but he makes one mistake and suddenly all that counts for nothing and he gets no rewards for his pains at all!????!.

this has never seemed fair to me.

basicly what is seems to be saying is that you can lead a exemplary life at great cost to your self, but if you make one mistake... thats it youv'e blown it!.

babygirl30

PSacramento

I am crackin UP over ur post....that was friggin hilarious!!!!!!! Especially the 'loving' ending of the conversation with a - take that biotch! -hahahaha

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Ms. Bohms first post

by bohm in

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hey, im bohms girlfriend.. i have been arguing alot with bohm himself about the huge amount of time he spends in here:-) now i've decidet to look it out my self.. about me: i have growen up in the socalled "truth".

i was baptised when i was 18 - because of an earlier boyfriend, who wouldnt be with me when i was not.

now i really hate him for it... it would have been so much easier if ive never got baptised.

babygirl30

Welcome to the board?

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Were You Proud To Be A Witness?

by minimus in

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as a kid, i was.

whenever i recieved "persecution", i knew i was doing something good for jehovah.. "worldly" people about my being a jw.. were you proud or ashamed as a witness?.

babygirl30

I was sort of indifferent - when people would ask what I was, and I told them "a JW", they would inevitably respond with a "I never would've guessed". NOT sure if that meant I was acting worldly or whatever, or if they were just judging me based off how I looked/carried myself. But it never bothered me much.

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Suddenly - JWs are coming at me out of NOWHERE!

by babygirl30 in

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i have had 2 really nice experiences running into jws recently, and just wanted to share that even though most are still 'stuck up' and make the choice to shun me - there are still some really good ones out there that don't take the org directions on dfing seriously - and those are the ones i respect and continue to hold in high regard:.

1. my buddy that was in my circle of 'friends' when a jw texted me out the blue tues night.

i didn't remember him (saved only his 1st name in my phone) and just could not figure out who it was.

babygirl30

SixofNine

It's not about exploitation sweetie ... this is BID-NESS!!!!! -hahahahahaha. You got the money or what??

feeling good

You're so right! My gf (who is still 'in') comes to visit me or we will meet up on the LOW...and she begged me the other day to come back cause she was sick of visiting me in SECRET! I just laughed, cause it's sad. I mean we are grown ass women, we've been friends for years, but she is NOT permitted to speak to me in public or be seen with me because of a RELIGION. Doesn't make sense at all. She is a good person at heart and I love her to death, but it's just really sad...like you said.