I feel for you Madison. Were you ever a professional writer? You certainly have a writer's flair. Either way it must be cathartic, your blog. I hope you maintain it - to look back on one day and see just how far you've travelled. But more especially so that your girls will have a window into their mothers inner life, during this difficult time. Perhaps when they are young women with children of their own themselves?
I really regret not maintaining my own (well, it was a diary back then, not a blog)for my own children.